This morning I ate two tubs of Ben & Jerry’s. Chocolate Fudge Brownie & Cherry Garcia.
The store closed at 3am, yet, it is 6:30am and I am still awake.
I don’t think he wants me to crawl in bed with him. He has not spoken to me since 12:30am.
I feel emotionally numb, frustrated, and I want to disappear for the day.
I think I will pee; and then crawl into bed with my son.
Emotional eating never helps.
Maybe if my boy sleeps in; I can too. Fingers crossed. Sleeping helps with avoidance.
I want to avoid the conversation.