The Onset

The store opens in 45 minutes and I am having one of ‘those’ days. A day where to type in this blog requires motivation and my get-up-and-go – is gone. I can barely scratch it down.

I want to dodge and reject shit. I want to ‘tune out’ the phone calls, I want to ‘pay no mind’ to what needs to be done and do what I want to do. I want to ‘pooh-pooh’ all the products that need entering into the store’s system, I just don’t want to ‘do responsible life‘ today. I want to bury my head in the sand.

I am feeling unquestionably overwhelmed. I have so much to accomplish but the dread of disappointment has anxiety holding the wheel.

The conclusion. Fuck it. Today is a ME day.

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